What she says: i’m fine
What she wants to say: I miss Gary so much like I know his last episode aired just yesterday but I still feel so empty. I would miss seeing him on screen. Being sweet to Ji Hyo. Arguing with HaHa on who is more handsome. Having those bickering fights with Kwangsoo whenever KS betrays him. I will miss hearing Gary call Seokjin “seok jin hyung” and SeokJin calling him “gary-yah” in return. I will miss Kim Jongkook with the Kids (gary and Haha) the trio would never be the same. I will miss Jaesuk’s random life lessons directed at Gary. I will miss seeing Go Straight Gary, Peaceful Gary, Monday Boyriend Gary, HaHa’s best friend Gary, Sudden Commander Gary, Squid Gary and most especially Running Man member Gary. Gary means so much to me and no matter how much it physically and emotionally hurts to see and know that he is leaving for good, all I really want is for him to go for and aim towards what will make him the happiest because that’s how happy he made me feel for 6 years.
…I think I’m a little more than tipsy though so maybe my tolerance isn’t that much better, hah.
Also I’d like to point out that if you ever need to verify if I’m actually texting you or if I’ve been taken over by another being, approximately 72.3% of my texts that are questions will actually end in an exclamation point.
Had lunch with LP and gave her all her Xiumin goodies. We also stopped at H-Mart where I picked up some fresh kimchi and was happy to discover they carry Chilsung cider, so I got a 6-pack of that as well. ^_^
GO, KEV! GO, KEV!
Also the last ep of the Yoo Ji Tae 1N2D trip aired today and yet there’s still nothing in the tag. *weeps*
Btw instead of going back to a drama I dropped, I’ve started Jealousy Incarnate (which I wanted to watch, anyway, but couldn’t get to it when it first aired) because I like this production team and I love the cast, which is always a fun, rare treat when those collide.
Honestly I think I prefer marathoning after a drama ends (yes I know it hasn’t officially ended but it’s close enough to be the same thing) than live-watching because that’s mostly how I watch TV (this live-airing thing only really became a deal for me in 2011). And there isn’t a week between episodes where I’ll forget the show exists and never go back.
Sometimes (read: often) I’ll get distracted when I’m watching something and realize I probably missed an important moment, so I’ll try to go back a little but instead of twenty seconds I’ll go back, like, three minutes. Rather than deal with figuring out the moment I got distracted, I’ll just lt it play until it gets caught up…
…only to realize that I got distracted, again, around the same time. So I’ll rewind and repeat this vicious cycle over and over until I finally force myself to pay attention the entire time or just accept the fact that this is a moment that will be forever missed.
I was all “hey free time which means I can finish those dramas I dropped halfway through” but instead my brain is like “LET’S START SOMETHING NEW!!!! …that I’ll drop halfway through again but OOOOOOH NEW SHINY DRAMA YES LET’S DO IT!!!!”
The Obsessive Dilettante 